What in the world is going on?

What has happened to common sense? It’s not taught – it’s innate. You can teach science but then stronger voices tell you ignore it. Or scare you with their religion. Never trust a zealot of any kind. Religious or otherwise. Or that’s my philosophy.
 
Facts are no longer facts? And lies are alternative facts? No they are lies. Untruths. Bullshit. At first people were just dying from an unknown virus but then the leader of the free world stepped up to the podium and started spewing absolute unadulterated bullshit and the brainwashed refused science. Refused medical advice. Masks don’t work. Are they 100%? No. Did they and do they help? Yes. Good hygiene works. Otherwise you would see doctors walk in to a surgery in street clothes, wipe their hands on their clothes, rinse off the scalpel under some running water and get to it. No gloves or surgical mask required. Got to sneeze? Turn your head. No need to protect that person with an open abdomen. People aren’t dying of Covid 19 so much as they are dying of stupidity. Willful ignorance. Fear.
 
How did people get to be so stupid? Was it the dumbing down we watch unfold? When did socialism get to be a dirty word? My introduction to history in high school was making a notebook Communism VS Capitalism. It left a few key points out to say the least. But here’s a truth: we live in a SOCIETY as broken as it may be. Socialism is your house being on fire calling a fire truck and not having to pay the firemen before they will put the fire out. Capitalism is the exact opposite of that. That’s fine for the 1%. They can afford to pay the firemen. You and I cannot. I know that is a very elementary, simplified example and my opinion. People much smarter than and more educated than me can and have explained it better and continue to try and explain it but people don’t want to hear it.
 
I am just sitting here thinking, looking at the pictures of the dumbasses with bags of gasoline in the trunk of their cars (if that is a legit picture of course). See if they had any science education, they would know better. And if they only blew themselves up, that would just be poetic justice. If they burned down a whole block of homes or got in a car accident and blew up numerous people, that’s criminal. If it is a “fake” picture, hoarding during a crisis is still immoral at the very least.
 
The past year and 4 months or so has really changed me. I no longer have the capacity to feel sorry for the ignorant. They are privy to the same scientific and medical advice as everyone else. They wear their “rights” like a badge of courage, yet have no idea the actual meaning of those rights are. I no longer like people before I get to know them and they change my mind. I dislike people in general. I distrust people in general. We are literally the worst of the animals. Ooops sorry if that last sentence implies we are part of the animal kingdom and it offends your religious beliefs. I choose science.
 
I am beginning to feel more like my old self after having been very ill. But my attitude is not any better. Worse if anything. At first, I was grieved at losing friends and family over the past couple of years and not to death, but by choice, mine or theirs. Now I accept it is just how things have evolved. I am a human being and I am judgmental as hell. You are the company you keep. You are your beliefs. And it is nothing to be ashamed of if I can’t abide it. We all make choices. We all pick sides. Do I wish those I have lost ill? Of course not. Will I ever trust their judgment again? Not hardly. It should never take a catastrophe to open someone’s eyes. IMO that shows a lack of character. Or insight. Or humanity.
 
Okay, I am finished for now. I just feel really overwhelmed by what I see. And sometimes it just helps to say (write) it.
 
Carry on.

Happily ensconced…

or soon anyway.  The husband has been gone for almost 7 weeks.  Which doesn’t sound as long as it feels.  WOW has the world changed since my last visit here.  I don’t think I can talk about how I feel about any of it until my husband is happily ensconced in our home.  Home is where we are together.  However, our address is about to change.  We found a house! There will be a lot of refurbishing posts and I look forward to sharing that with you. I am not sure how to describe the little house we bought other than maybe retro? Lots of carpet.  Odd paint choices.  But very cute and quirky and it was the one house we both walked into and said “Yep.  We likey!”.  So stay tuned for that.

At the moment I am surrounded yet again by boxes.  But it is temporary.

I really just wanted to check in. Say hey and hopefully see you soon!

Until then I am…

Here we are.

Rocking along, past Mabon, barreling into October with little hope of Covid-19 leaving us alone through the end of what has been as upsetting a calendar year as I can remember.  Nothing surprises me anymore.  There is no depth to which people will not plunge.  I have no real news except to say we got to see our youngest grand twice this summer – the highlight of a very trying time.  When all was said and done, Jerry was gone almost 4 months to the day and home an amazing 3 months.  We made up for lost time by spending almost every moment of that 3 months in each other’s company.

I hope you are all well.  I will try to do better about posting and checking in.  I have not felt like writing lately – seems to be a theme for the last 10 years of my life.  Maybe one day I will get back to it on a regular basis but until then, I am